Another new chapter

Hey girls, it's been a long while that I did not visit this blog and also update myself.

I got inspired by Meising's post, friends does matter,all the time.

For some of you that might not know, I've been very active in an organization called AIESEC since first year. Been very busy all the time, but no pain no gain. =) Now moving to my final year when new semester starts on 12th July, and I'll starts my AIESEC journey with another new role, which is a president role. It is tough and challenging year, I will foresee there will be more up and down happening. I miss everyone of you guys here,especially when I face any roadblocks. For those who are currently working, I'm pretty sure you also miss all those school life with friends.

Maybe I share something different that I learnt after been in this role. I'm still new in this "president"role. It tooks me a lots of efforts & time in getting this role, from application,election,selection and now forming the team. People started to brand me as "president", especially external ( for eg, my company PwC, friends in others uni). I never noticed that until I started to know that people do put attention on me as a leader, all the time. Things that I said and do, it does make an impact & influence. What am I trying to say here is, I can't really be myself anymore, all the time. Even thought shoutout that I posted in FB, people is wondering and branded me in different way. As in I have to be behave as a leader, think before I act. Probably I need sometimes to adapt in this new role. I do have a feeling of kind of restricted sometimes,but I have no way to keep the brand well. I'm now actually a representative from AIESEC UPM.

I would like to share something different with everyone here.
There is a guy that I like, for almost one year, working together with him in a team for a year. I'm pretty sure Mei Sing know who am I talking about. I'm not sure why am I like him, no one can guess I like him,unless I admit about him. Probably it could be he is the only guy that work closely with him, probably I feel comfortable with him. Sometimes, I always thought that I still have hope between me and him. What a stupid mindset. Sometimes there is things that cannot happens,no matter what.

I've been away for a week conference, and he was there as well. From my long term observation(Put a way the week) , I made a conclusion that this is going to end, now. No point suffering alone because of something like this. I'm in an organization with a different role, this issue had been influencing me for a long time. I turned into down mood whenever I see/hear/think of him. No matter how hard I told myself to stay strong mentally,I just feel like crying.
Yup, I am sad about that. I feel glad that I did not let him know that I like him. =)

Anyone know the way to forget a person? Please do let me know =)
By the way, if you're interested in knowing about the guy and girl, I got post the picture in draft =)


p.s : I will never forget the email & password of this blog as I link it to my blog =)

vacation

harlo girls... remember when was the last time we all went for a vacation together?? i think..... singapore was the last vacation we had?

when i in redang yesterday, i looked at the beach and i thought of the last trip we had in pulau pangkor...

dunno why i got so many 感触, suddenly this word appear in my mind, 今时不同往日... we all really grew up liao... no more 青春无敌 like last time.....

really really miss the funny time we had before........

though i was with my boyfriend and it seems like my impian terkabul liao hor.... because last time when i was single, i always imagine how good it is if i have a boy friend and go for a vacation with him.... but when this become a reality, i started to miss my girls... funny, hor?

seriously, i really wish you girls were with me in redang yesterday..... we can be crazy and have fun together..... together gap zai.... hahaha...

girls, i miss you......

放手

到现在还放不下对方吗
到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗
有些人、有些事、我们 可能偏偏放不下

我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往茶杯里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手吗？

这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．

你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你 付出过．
付出了．他就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．

开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．


剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残 忍．但这个决定．足够正确．

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜
送给还在坚持的人们
有时候放手了
可能你就轻松一些了
记得要让自己高兴